Don't know where I'm headed
Haven't written much for awhile. I've had so much on my plate. I'll sum it up in fifty words or less...but it'll probably end up to be more.
Why are you such a mystery. I'm usually really good at mystery solving, but you're one that I just can't figure out. When I'm with you I feel like I can be myself, but is it weird that I feel like you're not being yourself. When I try to tell you how I feel, the words get stuck in my throat. I don't want to scare you away, but how am I supposed to tell you that I want you to stay. You've got things going on, but I want to be one of them. I hope I didn't do the wrong thing. I feel so confused, I like it but at the same time I don't. I just want to know you -- Is that so much to ask?
Now that I let that out, I can't help but not feel any better... Why do I only get this way with the ones I can't figure out?
