Happy?
I've done some really stupid things in the past few days. I think I'm having some kind of an epiphany...or I may just be thinking to hard. At any rate, I have all of these feelings and thoughts that I don't know how to handle. I don't know how I feel and I don't know what to say. All I know is that I feel something that I can't describe. It's something nice, you know. A feeling you want to have. At the same time though, I don't want to feel this way. These feelings never last long -- it's always a countdown before someone or something rips them away from you. What's life without risk though. Who cares...I'll try to feel this way for as long as I can. I like it (right now), I hope it's mutual and I hope it wants to stick around.... Happy New Year (I guess)
