January 13, 2005

My 22nd Year

So I'm starting a whole new segment of my life.  I don't know where it's going and I don't know what I'm doing, but hopefully things will play themselves out the way I hope they will. If not, well I'll cry about it for about fifteen minutes and continue on.  I don't know a lot, but I feel like I do.  One of the things I'm sure of is that I can't live in the moment anymore, no matter how nice the moment may be at the time.  I can try and make it last, but it never does;  so, why would I want to stick around?  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, I suppose...but I mean, it was yesterday.  There's so many new people and new things happening in my life I feel like my head is spinning off, but the funny thing about it is that I actually kind of like it.  As hectic as things are I really need to keep myself busy.  Mainly to stop thinking about one thing... because I know it's not thinking about me.

P.S. Thanks Ferrah, It makes me feel better to know that someone can understand how I feel, without being obligated or trying too hard.

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1 - Do you ever find that all you want is someone who is comfortable with silence. One that doesn\‘t talk to much, you know what they\‘re thinking just by the look on their face.... Hmmm, you\‘re right. Every one, no matter what they tell you, desires love.

silence is cool and so are facial expessions but i like talking too. quiet is all too common in my life fo me to be happy with. wats ur -mail adress? this blog tags getting annoying. blackmofasa9@yahoo.com (Comment this)

Written by: Dante at 2005/01/25 - 15:01:07
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